Lina Pilgrim

I often find myself thinking about traveling and meaning and reason in life whenever I think and search a lot through clothing sites... 

I think it is because I'm being conscious of our consumer society. I don't want to be a superficial hunter of material meaning and love. But at the same time - screw that.

I feel it evens out if I do other things also. For an example, I researched for hours about different random things which was joined together like a chain on wikipedia. It's hard to stop researching when your on that site...

But now I'm thriving in an escapistic dimension of clothes and shoes and bags even though I need to study or could read, draw or write. I think about how I will feel when I get old when I think about the hours I've spent on looking through clothes. That gives me a little stress, but it's also in a good way. It's good to think about these things in life.

I don't know why but windowshopping makes me dream about going to other places or being in a different routine or situation, dressed in those clothes. That is one of the major purposes people buy clothes I think. Nothing really change when you buy new clothes, except, you get a luxurious and exciting feeling which contribute to your confidence and will to show yourself. That's at least how it is for me. Although some dresses hang like treasures in my closet. I barely ever wear them, they are more like beautiful collecting objects.

Yeah, yeah. Damn, damn my brain to an eternity of being crispy fried in the fire and brimstones of hell.

The battle of the Romans and the Goths... AKA, a metaphor of my superficial and deep thoughts.