I am watching The Dark Crystal and the scene when Jen meets Aughra always makes me think about life and death. She says "The whole world might burn up! End of Aughra! End. Begin. All the same!" and that makes me think about how easily she accepts the end of the universe and her own death, if it will happen so to speak. I am often preparing myself for the worst and sometimes that involves the end of the world. I don't fear it as if I believe it will happen, to me at least, but I would really want to be able to handle something like that. It sounds so impossible and... weird when I am writing it instead of thinking it. Guh... but this is one of the deep things I spend my time thinking about. I do that. A lot.
But... I also wonder if this kind of acceptance is just a state of mind I am trying to create for protection. I feel like, if you can pass the toughest of trials, then the smaller ones will not be as hard.
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