Lina Pilgrim

Hej!!

Spring is finally coming (even though there is some snow left and still below 0 sometimes), and my spirit is blooming already. It have not been even a month since my Bruisers death, and even shorter since I got my Skaia, but somehow it feels somewhat normal. Instead of drowning myself in a deep void of depressional anxiety rage, I have dived into antiques and beautiful pictures. I have even spent whole days just looking at the computer screen through thousands of beautiful items and patterns and... stuff. I didn't have a video game with enough to capture my total concentration, but some tv-series did the trick. Taking care of Skaia helps too of course. Every time I can't fall asleep while having flashbacks or sinking into that happening again, I just sit up and say her name "Skaia..." and she comes with a ton of kisses. 

Pontus (my boyfriend) and I visited a flee-market today. I am totally content with my purchases!! So content so I even smile when I think about them. Here they are.

 I got Muminmamman for only 150 kr!!! She is brand new, have no marks, geez! I saw her last summer at Åhlens in Stockholm and she cost about 500 kr there! It is a collector item, so I am really proud. I wanted her the most of all of them too! 

 Those small houses there, I got them for 5 kr. She wanted both of them for 10 kr originally but I got them for half price. Hehe. 

 And this one went for 30 kr. Lovely, isn't it? I love the green shades and I adore acorns. A big hit for me. 

I also wanted something for Easter. So I got this rooster. I looked at so many roosters and chickens today, but this one kind of reminded me of a pheasant in the colours. It costed 25 kr but I got it for 20 kr, khehe! 

I am quite proud that I saw through the sellers. About four tried to trick me into paying more than it was worth, and I feel like I am the best imaginal character for them. A young well-dressed girl with makeup, well, I think they see me as the best target to lure money out of. But I can sense lies. Sometimes I think the item is worth it, sometimes I don't. 

Look what we found on our walk today! Spring is really on its way...